Have Faith, Restart

Artistic Rollerskater,
Winter <3

I love my boy so much it hurts. So glad I waited and have found someone as amazing as him. It is sometimes scary to think about planning our future together for years to come but so exciting at the same time that he sees us still together then just like I do. I feel so thankful that seeing and being with me is more important than money even though it would set us up for the future but we will find a way doing what we are doing now to acheive what we want. Im excited to see where the future takes us and I wouldnt want it any other way

Yay for a killer migraine from crying all afternoon. Why is life so fucking unfair. Might not have you there for the biggest moments of my life and that is fucking shit.

Hoping for a miracle today. Please come up with an easy/painless solution doctors…

I suppose you can only be happy and have everything going perfectly for so long until the world breaks down around you with sadness. Ive been strong all weekend, not sure how much longer I can stay like this. A big cry is in order I think, just to let it all out. Sorry, not sorry for the depressing post!

Sometimes feeling numb and ignoring the problem is easier than facing it head on. That is what is going to happen this weekend. It will be blocked out of my mind and worried about when I get back. Life is a fucking bitch sometimes.